18th birthday

best birthday ever :)
lasted for a full on week and a bit

my party was last night, fancy dres obviously! what else would people expect from me and I am so happy with how it turned out :D loads of people came and had an amazing time and most people put the effort it with their costumes which was AMAZING!
there were a few costumes that were rather revealing and also some that were beyond the you're a slut stage :) especially someone who wasn't really invited and i don't really know and got drunk and just starting pushign everyone. BUT it was all good fun.
i promised that i wouldnt feel guilty for anything and let a certain someone make me guilty but there was no need really. i had such a fabulous time and got to see everyone :) but being the hostess with the mostess was hard work and i think i may have failed slightly as the evening went on especially in relation to my marvellous family but i hope they understand :) and of course dancing was amazing and i managed to stay in my heels all night :)

the party and my all time favourite of parties :)
i've always been known for taking photos at all the parties so i made sure i would have the best photos possible from my 18th so i set up a simple white sheet by the entrance so when everyone came in they could have nice photo and they are nice :) easy to photoshop aswell and the lighting was good so any bits round the edges the are just the wall can be just done over in white :) so i lived up to having good photos and MILLIONS of them as well as its taken me all day to do them :)
i'm gonna buy a scrap book and put the best ones in there :D

a bit of drama did occur, my friend matt who had kindly dressed up as me for my party, crashed his car on the way. poor guy :( he passed like the day after me and as he was driving through ash some guy came towards him on the same side of the road so matt had to swerve off and smashed up his front two tyres and had bumps and bruises. he was fine and thank fully the car lived but the message he left on my phone is almost heartbreaking, he sounds so sorry for not being able to come but i couldnt care less just as long as he is fine. he also sounded like he'd been crying which made me want to cry. but he was ok :) hes a tough lad, love him :)

:)

when i was younger and had birthdays i'd always had like different groups of friends and because of being young and stupid and fickle they used to hate each other so i'd dread my birthdays. for my 16th i had 2 separate meals cos i was so worried. i mean how stupid is that but last night it all just worked. it made feel happy, everyone knew each other or wasnt afraid to be introduced to eachother and it made me feel almost complete and that i had succeeded in being the best sort of friend to all of them.
i am 18
an adult
with mature, caring friends :)
i can drive
my family are amazing, crazy but definately amazing

thank you to everyone who came :)

much laaav x