Tuesday, 24 November 2009

you're the boss apple sauce

Factory girl, oh my days best film i have seen in a while. Looks at the life of Edie Sedgewick and her involvment with Andy Warhol and a guy who looks, acts, sounds and talks like bob dylan but for legal reasons isnt him. So amazing and just wow.
But its troubling as it look at her drug addiction etc. and the 60's is just WOW. but everyone is smoking and its weird because it sort of makes you want to smoke and as they're all lighting up and passing round fags, i felt left out. Maybe i just got too into the film...

Life is sweeeet. :)


i would like to party more please
can someone take me out?


x

Sunday, 15 November 2009

18th birthday

best birthday ever :)
lasted for a full on week and a bit

my party was last night, fancy dres obviously! what else would people expect from me and I am so happy with how it turned out :D loads of people came and had an amazing time and most people put the effort it with their costumes which was AMAZING!
there were a few costumes that were rather revealing and also some that were beyond the you're a slut stage :) especially someone who wasn't really invited and i don't really know and got drunk and just starting pushign everyone. BUT it was all good fun.
i promised that i wouldnt feel guilty for anything and let a certain someone make me guilty but there was no need really. i had such a fabulous time and got to see everyone :) but being the hostess with the mostess was hard work and i think i may have failed slightly as the evening went on especially in relation to my marvellous family but i hope they understand :) and of course dancing was amazing and i managed to stay in my heels all night :)

the party and my all time favourite of parties :)
i've always been known for taking photos at all the parties so i made sure i would have the best photos possible from my 18th so i set up a simple white sheet by the entrance so when everyone came in they could have nice photo and they are nice :) easy to photoshop aswell and the lighting was good so any bits round the edges the are just the wall can be just done over in white :) so i lived up to having good photos and MILLIONS of them as well as its taken me all day to do them :)
i'm gonna buy a scrap book and put the best ones in there :D

a bit of drama did occur, my friend matt who had kindly dressed up as me for my party, crashed his car on the way. poor guy :( he passed like the day after me and as he was driving through ash some guy came towards him on the same side of the road so matt had to swerve off and smashed up his front two tyres and had bumps and bruises. he was fine and thank fully the car lived but the message he left on my phone is almost heartbreaking, he sounds so sorry for not being able to come but i couldnt care less just as long as he is fine. he also sounded like he'd been crying which made me want to cry. but he was ok :) hes a tough lad, love him :)

:)

when i was younger and had birthdays i'd always had like different groups of friends and because of being young and stupid and fickle they used to hate each other so i'd dread my birthdays. for my 16th i had 2 separate meals cos i was so worried. i mean how stupid is that but last night it all just worked. it made feel happy, everyone knew each other or wasnt afraid to be introduced to eachother and it made me feel almost complete and that i had succeeded in being the best sort of friend to all of them.
i am 18
an adult
with mature, caring friends :)
i can drive
my family are amazing, crazy but definately amazing

thank you to everyone who came :)

much laaav x

Thursday, 12 November 2009

is this bass really strong enough?

I am now 18 :D and loving it
I am now driving and loving it
could it get any better???

the thing i am most excited about is my party on saturday :D which is a Super Hero and Villain Theme :D and it will hopefully be a success as i know i'm not the only one who is getting excited about it and people have put the effort in to buy costumes :D
but there is always the worry that no one will turn up.. hmm but i'm trying to ignore that as much as possible.

I am going as BATGIRL and so far only know one other person going as that, and thats my aunty so i'm happy enough.

PARTYPARTYPARTY
i just hope my parents behave :)
xxx

Sunday, 8 November 2009

Grint or Weasley?

possibly the best piece of advice i've ever given... lol
night before my birthday so i'm super hyper, a really lovely friend is totally down so I tried to help...
aparently it helped and i thought i'd write it down....

omg right ok
right
you're being too harsh on yourself
and sure this guy is a film star but in all honesty he cannot offer the same thing to hannah that you can, all the cinema tickets and stuff are superficial, throwing money around thats all good on the surface but if he doesnt hav the same amount of care and love for her that you have he has nothing on you! and i know its hard but maybe this has made you like her more because there is a challenger .
you my dear are making your life right now, you're at college doing the best you possibly can, you amazing at football and everyone knows that and its not a bad thing that its taken a back seat its just how things go atm. that boy is rich and famous but did shit all to get there fucking actor great, hes 21, will not want to settle for a girl hes just met, isnt as rich or like glamourous as he is (i dno i dont really know the girl so might be talking out of my arse) but not sounding harsh will he honestly care about some 17 year old girl he met at some party who he may have spent the night with in a month or so
you will be there for her, and you are there for her, right now because you still care about her enough to be upset by this, when its the right person its right. you dont need money to have magical romantic moments. one kiss, one look, one night in on the sofa can beat a million pound meal thats awkward and fake
you know its true mr and although its shit right now, you sometimes have to come through shit to get to the good stuff

speech over, any questions :)

i am a genius :) and i am excited

18 TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


xx