There's something about listening to the arctic monkeys that just chills out any mood you're in and prepares you for whatever will happen next, whatever it will be. So i came in from college a little bit hyper for once rather than the usual 17 year old moody mood . But the hyper moos seemed to wind my family up even more so i thought to myself I'd crack out some arctic monkeys, their first album of course as that just takes you back to being young and farly careless.
So this blog doesn't really have a subject as its my first one, so i suppose its a tester for what i may write in the future.
A2 is literally a bitch! I now see that taking 4 subjects all with coursework at the same time was a baaad idea but i shall battle through due to my higher uni ambitions of Bournemouth. College, is a huge part of my life at the moment, has all my friends there, spend my whole week there and end up doing work for college when i'm not there. So if you had a bad college experience i spose you should stop reading now as the following posts will probably have alot of college content. I did that really annoying and embarrassing thing today, you know where you walk past someone you know and they look as if they're about to say hi so you just go HEYYY! *mad wave too* but they werent actually going to so you just look like a fool and they just quietly say 'Oh hiya' with a disapproving look to follow. I know too many people that I can't stop and have a conversation with, like i make friends then don't follow it up so i just have loads of aquaintances and then when i have to talk to them its quite awkward and all you can talk about is that one time you met and make the situations that happened funny even when you both know it clearly wasn't!! Which makes it more awkward. But I can be quite thick skinned so i just shrug it off most of the time :)
I don't actually know why I started a blog, I have had like trouble in the past with just having wayy too much to think about but thats another story, I've never been dedicated enough to write a diary fully. There has been the odd one, just cos I liked the look of the book or just bought the journal randomly cos it looked interesting but then I write entries for the first week or so and then stop and remember a month later. So I guess as I spend most of my time at home on my laptop I have more of an opportunity to write stuff and typing is just soo much easier than writing with pen and paper. I've always loved writing like since I was about 6 and handing five page stories to my primary school teachers to now wanting to be a journalist and the odd writing of my novels and stories. I really should crack on with my novels, I go to do it then say 'no i must do college work' but then do neither. I basically have a notebook thats falling apart now which contains up to 50 different ideas for different stories that I have just thought of randomly, for example i thought of one at a garden party, then another when I was on a plane to LA and they all span over about 7 years. Only a handful of people have actually read them, I think it took a year and a bit before I let my boyfriend to see them due to how personal they are. And I don't mean personal as in they're about my life or my secrets or whatever but just that they're my creation, from my head, something that I have taken the time to check then recheck and make as amazing as I can. But I know that I need to start up writing again and hopefully writing this blog to start with will give me the kick up the backside I need.
I have been told I could talk for England. Haha.
xx
So this blog doesn't really have a subject as its my first one, so i suppose its a tester for what i may write in the future.
A2 is literally a bitch! I now see that taking 4 subjects all with coursework at the same time was a baaad idea but i shall battle through due to my higher uni ambitions of Bournemouth. College, is a huge part of my life at the moment, has all my friends there, spend my whole week there and end up doing work for college when i'm not there. So if you had a bad college experience i spose you should stop reading now as the following posts will probably have alot of college content. I did that really annoying and embarrassing thing today, you know where you walk past someone you know and they look as if they're about to say hi so you just go HEYYY! *mad wave too* but they werent actually going to so you just look like a fool and they just quietly say 'Oh hiya' with a disapproving look to follow. I know too many people that I can't stop and have a conversation with, like i make friends then don't follow it up so i just have loads of aquaintances and then when i have to talk to them its quite awkward and all you can talk about is that one time you met and make the situations that happened funny even when you both know it clearly wasn't!! Which makes it more awkward. But I can be quite thick skinned so i just shrug it off most of the time :)
I don't actually know why I started a blog, I have had like trouble in the past with just having wayy too much to think about but thats another story, I've never been dedicated enough to write a diary fully. There has been the odd one, just cos I liked the look of the book or just bought the journal randomly cos it looked interesting but then I write entries for the first week or so and then stop and remember a month later. So I guess as I spend most of my time at home on my laptop I have more of an opportunity to write stuff and typing is just soo much easier than writing with pen and paper. I've always loved writing like since I was about 6 and handing five page stories to my primary school teachers to now wanting to be a journalist and the odd writing of my novels and stories. I really should crack on with my novels, I go to do it then say 'no i must do college work' but then do neither. I basically have a notebook thats falling apart now which contains up to 50 different ideas for different stories that I have just thought of randomly, for example i thought of one at a garden party, then another when I was on a plane to LA and they all span over about 7 years. Only a handful of people have actually read them, I think it took a year and a bit before I let my boyfriend to see them due to how personal they are. And I don't mean personal as in they're about my life or my secrets or whatever but just that they're my creation, from my head, something that I have taken the time to check then recheck and make as amazing as I can. But I know that I need to start up writing again and hopefully writing this blog to start with will give me the kick up the backside I need.
I have been told I could talk for England. Haha.
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